It is not so easy to find what you want to pursue in your life. Thus, if I may make a suggestion, I would say â€œWhy not thoroughly, day and night, struggle to get an answer about yourself or what you should do. I was always thinking about my life, and searching for the way to connect myself with society. Motherhouse is really the answer to my questions. I have been able to move forward little by little by overcoming troubles that I faced because I felt responsible for my choices that I had made. Itâ€™s all right to have sleepless nights. They will become your power someday for sure. It is also important to feel happy about your success even if it is a small thing.